So Desperately Want to be Liked


	The Personalities of My Pseudonyms \| home Addiction \| All My Fault \| Another Party \| Candle \| Competing with the Object of Your Obsession \| Cronic Crimson \| Demon of the Soul \| Don't Wrong on to Others \| Each Second \| Extended Purgatory \| Fuck Your Need \| Happily Ever After \| Hey Mom \| How Much More From Me \| I am Listening \| I Quit \| I'm Watching Over You \| Lust \| Never What She Wanted \| Not All That It Seems \| Nun \| Please, Let Me Leave \| Raining \| So Desperately Want to be Liked \| Suicides Keeper \| Sun \| The First Spring \| They Followed Her \| 80's So Desperately Want to be Liked So desperately want to be liked The one thing in this world that I need But where is craving attention Going to lead I am not who I am I am not who I say I learn less about me I forget more each day This mask to fit in Is more of a cry for help Making others like me Causes me to hate myself I don't know who I am What should I feel At least back then That person was real Lie on a lie Myself lies to me Lie on a lie Tell myself that I'm happy But each day pretending I am someone else Has caused me to lose Touch with myself Looking in the mirror With a mask on my face Looking in the mirror Of the mask of disgrace Foreign image A look that I cant take Fake existence A person I cant make Look away What I see is a horror Every time that I Look in the mirror Look again To watch myself cry Look and watch As my tears erase my lie Lesson not learned Prayers not even asked Hide back in myself Put back on the mask Fake smiles Fake belief Fake happiness Fake relief Fake friends That never last Fake presence Fake past Fake with all That I ever give Does that mean Fake life that I live? And fake attempt When I try? And fake death When I die?