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Extended Purgatory
Little incentive
Little will to give
Little want left
To try to live
Each day the same
Filled with suppression
Each day the same
Filled with depression
Caught in a world
Where god condemns me
To suffer eternity
In extended purgatory
So I learn to hate
And cut myself
I hate myself
So I won't get help
I'm angry
I can't be stronger
So I won't eat
I deal with hunger
And I cut myself again
I don't know how many times I've bled
I know I won't stop
Until I'm finally dead
No sleep
Always awake
Hallucinate
My world is fake
But good
It gets away from me
Always here
In extended purgatory
So I won't speak
Or interact
With a world
That wont interact back
I'm just a waste
A dirty sin
I'm very hallow
Nothing within
Too nice
Or just too cruel
So empty
Or always whole
In a world
I'll always be
Stuck in this world of
Extended purgatory