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I am Listening
I am listening
I have yet to hear
I am feeling
But I have yet to fear
I am waiting
I have yet to get
I am failing
But I will not quit
Yesterday
I let you spit on me
Today
You apologize to me
Tomorrow
You make it up to me
And then
You may be forgiven by me
Because of you
I can not feel any cheaper
Because of you
I do not fear the reaper
Because of you
I have no future to dream
Because of you
I have no self-esteem
Because of you
I can barely feel
Because of you
I can probably kill
And because of you
I can no longer tell
Whether I'm alive
Or burning in hell
And today
You made a joke out of me
No change
No apology
So you must pay
You must see
Someone must pay
Other than always me
Bottled it in
Let no one know
Bottled it in
Now I blow
Actions
With no recollection
Fury
With no direction
The innocent
That got in the way
Had to pay
When I got no apology today