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Never What She Wanted
I was never what she wanted
Never what she needs
Never did her wishes
Match with me
Never looked the part
Never acted the way
For her to ever
Want to stay
Criticized for my love
Criticized for my personality
Criticized for just about everything
There was about me
Told she wanted more
More much than me by far
Her relationship with me
Was like wishing on someone else's star
She went for others
Always put me down
Ignored my presence
Until no one else was around
Compared me
With men she wanted to die
Never won those comparisons
No matter how hard I try
Lied to me
About who she was with
Fooled around
And then lied about it
Yelled at me
Accused of cheating again and again
All the while
She was trying to get with her ex boyfriend
Used her mouth
To make him happy
Used her mouth
To lie to me
Told me
That she doesn't lie
Then told me
She was lying about another guy
And now she has the nerve
To ask why I said
Inside of me
I already feel dead